back when i was more messy and more involved in our little local community i ended up fucking 3 guys who were best mates and were all major players in the scene. one night we were out at dinner, the four of us, and they were talking about girls they had fucked and when one guy had fucked a girl another of them had, the third guy would take the piss and they thought it was gross. the whole conversation i was just sat there smiling to myself and laughing. then i asked if anyone fucked all three of them, and they were like, no way. they were all pretty sure of this, running through possible girls who they had and discounting them, till i pointed out that i had. that made the conversation for the rest of the night much more interesting. all three were totally different situations. one… Read More "…did 3 best friends"
…realised i am everyones dirty secret
so after a particularly traumatic experience last night, that i will write about later, i have come to realise that i am everyones dirty secret. as ex 1 left last night he kept repeating over and over, please dont tell anyone, lets just keep this between us, i dont want anyone talking about this or asking me if im fucking you again. he went on so much that i ended up shouting at him till he left. now i am as big a fan as anyone of secret little affairs, subtle flirtations, taboo relations and being only one of two people that know what is really going on. however there is something totally different about someone paranoidly repeating dont tell anyone, dont tell anyone, like some kind of mantra, after they have cum. and last night was not the first time this has happened. pirate, number 95, was, and still… Read More "…realised i am everyones dirty secret"
…started a to do list
so as i type, i am sitting here waiting for confirmation from the boy that it is officially over. i have actually been waiting on this for nearly a week now and have lost patience and am feeling a little over it all. so to occupy me over the past week i have started lining up my new to do list which will be put into effect as soon as the confirmation email/call has been received. i’ve attempted to prioritize them and then i can also keep a tab on where i stand once it has all kicked off. 100 – obviously billy – we have been lining each other up for over a year and for some unknown reason we havent got it on yet. ive already been hardcore skyping with him this week. oops. 91 – we split up about a year ago.… Read More "…started a to do list"
…found the one
i have dissapeared for a few months cause i thought i had found the one. it wasnt actually the first time i had found this boy. my previous post told you, i heard from the boy that locked me in his room for 5 days. well we met up and not long after that we fell totally in love, again. we had a lovely semi normal relationship for the past 3 months. he was perfect. he didnt even freak out when i acted totally insane. and obviously we had constant and amazing filthy times. we fit together perfectly sexually. no-one has done things with me like he has. everything about him and us was perfect, apart from me being shit. a useless girlfriend, treating him like shit. but i really thought i wanted to spend my life with him and that it would be perfect and would get better forever.… Read More "…found the one"
…had my first 3 boy foursome
i had an amazing 4some with 3 boys at the end of january. it wasnt technically a full on 4some, but i had 3 guys in me in one sitting. 27 was out with mates from back home, one of them, 22, i had fucked a few times before when i was younger, around the time i fucked 27 for the first time. 22 was always really filthy. one time when i had my period he went down on me and while he sucked on my clit he fucked my ass hard with his fingers for hours on his living room floor. so back to january, i spent a lot of the night with 27 on one arm and 22 on the other, making out with them in turn. i met the rest of their friends and they were hot. 27 always asks me to come back to his, but… Read More "…had my first 3 boy foursome"
…got told i am going to do what im told again
last night i heard from the dream boy from the time i got locked in a boys bedroom for 5 days. when i woke up i thought it was a perfect dream. i was ready for reality to kick in and to realise it was only a dream, but i realised he had infact messaged me on facebook last night. after 3 years. it might all start again. you’re going to do what i tell you again. you’re going to send me your address and your number along with your bra, cup, waist and hip size. if you’re a good little girl you’ll be getting a visit from me soon. you’ll be over my lap, in a pretty little dress that’s been bought just for you. you’re going to do what i say and you’re going to be my little girl. im going to do exactly what i am told. Read More "…got told i am going to do what im told again"
…just needed someone to stick it in.
that time is now. i have had a really high sex drive the past few months. and that being me, means it has got pretty intense. a few days without a fella kills me. i can make myself cum as much as i want but nothing compares to someone just sticking it in me. it isnt even for sexual gratification, it is just the enjoyment of naked boys and the feel of a cock in me, of someone fucking me. i have been getting easy repeaters with my top 5 favourites and havent been out as much as usual, as it has been so easy getting sex without going out, so there hasnt been many, or any, i cant think right now, new ones. my one new favorite is 101. getting with him has been a bit more of a whole experience rather than a sex orientated thing. it started out promising… Read More "…just needed someone to stick it in."
…couldn’t sleep
i have gone to bed for only the second night since tuesday, on my own. and now i cant sleep. so i thought now would be a good time to outline my current situations. i thought it would be good to put down where i am at the moment with everyone as it might not be clear where i am coming from with all of this. some of the stories on my blog are from my past and some are from my present. all are one hundred percent truth. these arent fantasies. i have done all these things. i am currently sleeping with 8 different guys and lining up 3 others. not all of them are as regular as others and some might actually be over now but they are all still present in my current mansphere. i think i will break it down by the rough order of most… Read More "…couldn’t sleep"